Peace of mind,and a sense of security...knowing that person is going to be there no matter what...where I've screwed up in mistaking fun and all that for real content or quality.I was too young to get married mabe,yet I feel( and still feel) disgusted that when I got tired of playing around and wanted more...as in a place of our own,a family,commitment,hopefully growing old together...he did not.Saw it as an shackle and overcontrolling on my part.He had just gotten a promotion and become a manager where he worked...and though the money was nice and very much needed...it went to his head.Nothing worse than being married to someone who blows every thing you save on bullshit,his video games and as I found out later drugs.He assumed I would settle for that and if he gave me what ever I wanted material wise I would be happy...no I don't think so.Where he had millions or not a cent to his name he still was an a******.It was the person underneath that mattered...needless to say,he lost his precious job 4 months later,fired.For what I don't know..I have my suspicions.Money and security is nice,but not in place of what I value more.It can buy alot of things but not everything.